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| <Sob> |
| What's wrong my fellow human being on such a lovely day when the bunny rabbits are out and the flowers have sprung? |
| My life is in ruins, I cannot cope with it anymore because of a constant permanent depression that I cannot lift myself out of. No matter how good or bad my life gets I still feel utterly depressed and apathetic. |
| Well don't worry, all you need is to put in a spot of hard work (somehow) and then you will be as right as rain! |
| But as I said, I feel depressed whatever. I have tried to block out the pain by drinking which made me alcoholic which lost me my job, friends and family and now I am alone and in a much worse situation than before. |
| Oh dear. Well don't do anything silly now will you? |
| Why not? |
| Ermm, why? Well ... you can't say you will do anything silly whenever things are a tad difficult. |
| I just have. |
| Yes, but you cannot mean it. |
| I just have. |
| Yes, but life is special. |
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| You will be happy and bright again soon enough. |
| I have been suffering from permanent depression for the whole of my life! |
| But if you put in some hard work you will be happy and bright! |
| But it was the hard work that led to the break down as I had more to lose! |
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| <sob> |
| Oh don't cry! |
| Perhaps you cannot cope with the idea personally that I am depressed and think that suicide is a cop out because it is not a viable solution for yourself? Disregarding of course my own personal history and probable future ... |
| Ermmm...Yes but killing yourself is not an option! |
| Why? |
| Because life is special! |
| Why? |
| Because ... we have one! |
| So? |
| Well if we didn't have one we would be dead! |
| So? |
| Well you wouldn't ever see the beautiful things in life! |
| Like I do anyway ... And besides which, if I never existed then I would never miss them! |
| So what you are saying to me is that for you life is nothing but pain and that suicide is a viable option in order to stop the pain you need to stop the life and there is no other way? You call this a viable option? |
| Yes. Why not? |
| <Go up several lines and start again> |
Last update: Sunday, February 28, 1999 13:29
"Men are never convinced of your reasons, of your
sincerity, of the seriousness of your sufferings, except by your death. So long as you are
alive, your case is doubtful; you have a right only to your skepticism." |
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